Turning 30

Mark Pilgram is turning 30 just a few months before me. He measures his self-worth by how many people link to him and what they say. Which is what I would probably do if people linked to me. But, they don’t, so I have to find some other means of measuring my self-worth.

What is it? I’m trying to make it “Is life enjoyable?” because if I’m enjoying life than something must be right. But I still have this drive for perfection that I inherited from my dad that has been reinforced by being the first child. And then I’m a chronic under-achiever. What am I supposed to do with that? An underachieving perfectionist — if I were chronically depressed, who could blame me?

I’m still enjoying life.

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